All my friends. Settle down let me talk, I will get more and
more emotional (crowd gets louder as he composes himself).
My life, between 22
yards for 24 years, it is hard to believe that that wonderful journey has come
to an end, but I would like to take this opportunity to thank people who have
played an important role in my life. Also, for the first time in my life I am
carrying this list, to remember all the names in case I forget someone. I hope
you understand. It's getting a little bit difficult to talk but I will manage.
The most important person in my life, and I have missed him
a lot since 1999 when he passed away, my father. Without his guidance, I don't
think I would have been standing here in front of you. He gave me freedom at
the age of 11, and told me that [I should] chase my dreams, but make sure you
do not find shortcuts. The path might be difficult but don't give up, and I
have simply followed his instructions. Above all, he told me to be a nice human
being, which I will continue to do and try my best. Every time I have done
something special [and] showed my bat, it was [for] my father.
My mother, I don't know how she dealt with such a naughty
child like me. I was not easy to manage. She must be extremely patient. For a
mother, the most important thing is that her child remains safe and healthy and
fit. That was what she was most bothered and worried about. She took care of me
for the last 24 years that I have played for India, but even before that she
started praying for me the day I started playing cricket. She just prayed and
prayed and I think her prayers and blessings have given me the strength to go
out and perform, so a big thank you to my mother for all the sacrifices.
In my school days, for four years, I stayed with my uncle
and aunt because my school was quite far from my home, and they treated me like
their son. My aunt, after having had a hard day's play, I would be half asleep
and she would be feeding me food so I could go again and play tomorrow. I can't
forget these moments. I am like their son and I am glad it has continued to be
the same way.
My eldest brother, Nitin, and his family, have always
encouraged me. My eldest brother doesn't like to talk much, but the one thing
he always told me is that whatever you do, I know you will always give it 100%,
and that I have full faith and confidence in you. His encouragement meant a lot
to me. My sister, Savita, and her family, was no different. The first cricket
bat of my life was presented to me by my sister. It was a Kashmir willow bat.
But that is where the journey began. She is one of those many who still
continue to fast when I bat, so thank you very much.
Ajit, my brother, now what do I talk about him? I don't
know. We have lived this dream together. He was the one who sacrificed his
career for my cricket. He spotted the spark in me. And it all started from the
age of 11 when he took me to Archrekar sir, my coach, and from there on my life
changed. You will find this hard to believe but even last night he called to
discuss my dismissal, knowing that there was a remote chance of batting again,
but just the habit we have developed, the rapport we have developed, since my
birth, has continued and it will continue. Maybe when I'm not playing cricket
we will still be discussing technique.
Various things we agreed upon, my technique, and so many
technical things which I didn't agree with him, we have had arguments and
disagreements, but when I look back at all these things in my life, I would
have been a lesser cricketer.
The most beautiful thing happened to me in 1990 when I met
my wife, Anjali. Those were special years and it has continued and will always
continue that way. I know Anjali, being a doctor; there was a wonderful career
in front of her. When we decided to have a family, Anjali took the initiative
to step back and say that 'you continue with your cricket and I will take the
responsibility of the family'.
Without that, I don't think I would have been able to play
cricket freely and without stress. Thanks for bearing with all my fuss and all
my frustrations, and all sorts of rubbish that I have spoken. Thanks for bearing
with me and always staying by my side through all the ups and downs. You are
the best partnership I've had in my life.
Then, the two precious diamonds of my life, Sara and Arjun.
They have already grown up. My daughter is 16, my son is 14. Time has flown by.
I wanted to spend so much time with them on special occasions like their
birthdays, their annual days, their sports day, going on holidays, whatever. I
have missed out on all those things. Thanks for your understanding. Both of you
have been so, so special to me you cannot imagine. I promise you [that] for 14
and 16 years I have not spent enough time with both of you, but the next 16
years or even beyond that, everything is for you.
My in-laws, Anand Mehta and Annabel, both have been so, so
supportive [and] loving and caring. I have discussed on various things in life,
generally with them, and have taken their advice. You know, it's so important
to have a strong family who is always with you and who are guiding you. Before
you start clapping, the most important thing they did was allowing me to marry
Anjali, so thank you very much.
In the last 24 years that I have played for India I have
made new friends, and before that I have had friends from my childhood. They
have all had a terrific contribution. As and when I have called them to come
and bowl to me at the nets, they have left their work aside to come and help
me. Be it joining me on holidays and having discussions with me on cricket, or
how I was a little stressed and wanting to find a solution so I can perform
better.
All those moments my friends were with me. Even for when I
was injured, I would wake up in the morning because I couldn't sleep and
thought that my career was over because of injuries, that is when my friends
have woken up at 3 o'clock in the morning to drive with me and make me believe
that my career was not over. Life would be incomplete without all those
friends. Thanks for being there for me.
My cricket career started when I was 11. The turning point
of my career was when my brother (Ajit) took me to Achrekar sir. I was
extremely delighted to see him up in the stands. Normally he sits in front of
the television and he watches all the games that I play. When I was 11/12,
those were the days when I used to hop back on his scooter and play a couple of
practice matches a day. The first half the innings I would be batting at
Shivaji Park, the second half, at some other match in Azad Maidan. He would take
me all over Mumbai to make sure I got match practice.
On a lighter note, in the last 29 years, sir has never ever
said 'well played' to me because he thought I would get complacent and I would
stop working hard. Maybe he can push his luck and wish me now, well done on my
career, because there are no more matches, sir, in my life. I will be
witnessing cricket, and cricket will always stay in my heart, but you have had
an immense contribution in my life, so thank you very much.
My cricket for Mumbai started right here on this ground, the
Mumbai Cricket Association (MCA), which is so dear to me. I remember landing
from New Zealand at four o'clock in the morning, and turning up for a game here
at eight o'clock just because I wanted to be a part of Mumbai cricket, and not
that somebody forced me. That was for the love of Mumbai cricket, and thank you
very much. The president is here so thank you very much, along with your team,
for taking care of me and looking after my cricket.
The dream was obviously to play for India, and that is where
my association with BCCI started. BCCI was fantastic, right from my debut they
believed in my ability and selecting me into the squad at the age of 16 was a
big step, so thanks to all the selectors for having faith in me and the BCCI
for giving me the freedom to express myself out in the middle. Things would
have been different if you had not been behind me, and I really appreciate your
support. Especially when I was injured, you were right with me and making sure
that all the treatments were taken care of, and that I got fit and fine and
playing [right] back for India.
The journey has been special, the last 24 years, I have
played with many senior cricketers, and even before that there were many senior
cricketers with whom I watched on television. They inspired me to play cricket,
and to play in the right way. Thanks to all those senior cricketers, and
unfortunately I have not been able to play with them, but I have high regards
for all their achievements and all their contributions.
We see it on the mega-screen, Rahul, Laxman, Sourav, and
Anil, who is not here, and my team-mates right here in front me. You are like
my family away from home. I have had some wonderful times with you. It is going
to be difficult to not be part of the dressing room, sharing those special
moments. All the coaches for their guidance, it has been special for me. I know
when MS Dhoni presented me the 200th Test match cap on Day One morning. I had a
brief message for the team. I would like to repeat that. I just feel that all
of us are so, so fortunate and proud to be part of the Indian cricket team and
serving the nation.
Knowing all of you guys, I know you will continue to serve
the nation in the right spirit and right values. I believe we have been the
lucky ones to be chosen by the Almighty to serve this sport. Each generation
gets this opportunity to take care of this sport and serve it to the best of
our ability. I have full faith in you to continue to serve the nation in the
right spirit and to the best of your ability, to bring all the laurels to the
country. All the very best.
I would be failing in my duties if I did not thank all the
doctors, the physios, the trainers, who have put this difficult body together
to go back on the field and be able to play. The amount of injuries that I have
had in my career, I don't know how you have managed to keep me fit, but without
your special efforts, it would never have happened. The doctors have met me at
weird hours. I mean I have called them from Mumbai to Chennai, Mumbai to Delhi,
I mean wherever. They have just taken the next flight and left their work and
families to be with me, which has allowed me to play. So a big thank you to all
three of you for keeping me in good shape.
My dear friend, late Mark Mascarenhas, my first manager. We
unfortunately lost him in a car accident in 2001, but he was such a well-wisher
of cricket, my cricket, and especially Indian cricket. He was so passionate. He
understood what it takes to represent a nation and gave me all the space to go
out and express myself, and never pressurised me to do this ad or promotion or
whatever the sponsors demanded. He took care of that and today I miss him, so
thank you Mark for all your contribution.
My current management team, WSG, for repeating what Mark has
done, because when I signed the contract I exactly told them what I want from
them, and what it requires to represent me. They have done that and respected
that.
Someone who has worked closely with me for 14 years is my
manager, Vinod Nayudu. He is more like my family and all the sacrifices,
spending time away from his family for my work, has been special, so big thank
you to his family as well for giving up so much time for my work with Vinod.
In my school days, when I performed well, the media backed
me a lot. They continue to do that till this morning. Thank you so much to the
media for supporting and appreciating my performances. It surely had a positive
effect on me. Thank you so much to all the photographers as well for those
wonderfully captured moments that will stay with me for the rest of my life, so
a big thank you to all the photographers.
I know my speech is getting a bit too long (crowd roars with
'noooo'), but this is the last thing I want to say. I want to thank all the
people here who have flown in from various parts of the world, and have
supported me endlessly, whether I scored a 0 or a 100-plus. Your support was so
dear to me and meant a lot to me. Whatever you have done for me.
I know I have met so many guys who have fasted for me,
prayed for me, done so much for me. Without that life wouldn't have been like
this for me. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, and also say that
time has flown by rather quickly, but the memories you have left with me will
always be with me forever and ever, especially "Sachin, Sachin" which
will reverberate in my ears till I stop breathing. Thank you very much. If I
have missed out on saying something, I hope you understand. Goodbye.
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